insomnia (did I spell that right?)

So, I really can't sleep right now. Don't know why. I just can't. It's been happening a lot lately. It sucks. But eventually it will go away.

I changed my journal layout. I kinda miss the brown.

Haven't talked to Gabbie for a few days. Wonder what she's been up to. I think she's hanging out with Mike. Which is really good because she needs to get her mind off of Cameron. I wonder if she thinks they are still dating. I know if I hadn't talked to my boyfriend for a few weeks I would say screw you, and just assume it was over. But then again, Gabbie's not afraid to get hurt... she doesn't let it bother her, but she hasn't had to deal with some things others have.

I haven't really seen anyone in the past 4 days. I've been at home. Pretty boring huh? Chelsea and me are supposed to do something tomorrow. Hopefully there is a party. You know whats weird. My friends and I haven't all hung out at the same time this summer. We've all hung out with each other, just never at the same time... because everyone's been too busy to get together at once. It's kinda funny. How everyone says that we are such good friends, but we haven't been together, nobodys made the effort.

I'm supposed to go and get my lisence on the 15th. Don't know if I will or not. I might put it off until I know I can pass the test.

I want to go school shopping this weekend in Denver. Remind me to call Gabbie.

So the other night, I got really home sick. I mean, one of the worst I ever had. And I couldn't figure out why or how it started. I was just going to sleep, and then WHAM... I was in tears. Weird how those things happen.

Today I seen some old Rodman and West Bend yearbooks from like the late 40's early 50's. I looked through them. And I recognized names. And even faces. I saw Ben Frieden's grandpa. Wow. The resemblance is awesome.